luni, 29 august 2011

And who am I ?


Dupa o replica celebra : " And who am I !? That's a secret I'll never tell! "

Cum ai reactiona daca ti-as spune asa :

" Nimeni nu poate sa ma schimbe, asa am sa fiu mereu, un derbedeu. Am numai femei in cap mereu, pentru ca eu iubesc bautura si bairamul , dar mai mult iubesc fetele si banii. Nu trebuie sa te superi ca asa vorbesc eu, hai acum vreau sa te vad, ce-i al tau e-al tau. Te misti beton, bine, si m-as... cu tine... sa petrecem toata noaptea, hai cu mine. Sa mergem in camera de hotel, ia cateva prietene sa o scoatem intr-un fel! :)
Dupa mari, mari , hash, si alte alea, vine alta si tu... valea!!! "

Sau cum ai reactiona daca ti-as spune :

" Si sigur ma cunosti m-ai vazut pe undeva, dar nu ma recunosti chiar daca stau in fata ta. Sunt chiar acolo si tu nu ma vezi, dar nu ai cum sa vezi ceva in care tu nu crezi. "

Sau:

" Si cand plang eu rad. Nu-i stres, de viata mea ma bucur. Binele si raul sunt ca piesele de lego, nu-mi plac oamenii cu exces de ego. Sunt satul de baieti ce sunt cool nici un cuvant de-al lor nu ma doboara n-are cum "

Si:

" Si nu o sa mai fie la fel pur si simplu, baietii sunt baieti si femeile sunt... pfaa... Ca poate sa spuna " Te iubesc " cu alte nume pe buze sa se uite frumos gandind la un prost. Chiar nush ce sa zic frate.. asa sunt toate... "

Dar:

Asa de nebun si timid, si bun la nimic, eram un adolescent si dragostea m-a orbit. Ma lovise ca un tren, aveam un gol in stomac, si luat de val m-am legat la cap. Mi-au zis toti " Ia-o incet, nu fi naiv". Am fost pe rand posesiv, orgolios, gelos, indiferent si logic intr-un final un prost. Ca un clasic adevarat mi-am dat seama ce-am avut exact cand s-a terminat. Si frate ce m-a durut, dar ce-a fost a fost. Atunci cand vine ploaia iti cauti adapost. Am luat-o de la inceput si viata s-a complicat. Am cautat-o peste tot fara nici un succes, si-am sarit din pat in pat, si-am promis zambind ca .. o sa raman. Am incercat de atatea ori, am vazut ca nu-i la fel si am plecat in zori. Jucandu-te cu sufletul cuiva nu-i o gluma. E exact ca la meci, ocaziile se razbuna. M-am saturat sa mint sa ma prefac, sa fug si sa ranesc iubire sa nu primesc. Am decis sa fac ceva inteligent: " sa o uit complet " si sa traiesc pe moment .... E nostim mi-au luat ani buni, sa uit, sa am control, sa am avant, sa nu ma arunc, sa nu ma atinga nimic, dar... am vazut-o o clipa si m-am oprit...

joi, 11 august 2011

Love is Evil


We touch I feel a rush, we clutch it isn't much but it's enough to make me wonder whats in store for us. It's lust, it's torturous. You must be a sorceress 'cause you just did the impossible. Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over:
*'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
*'Cause I been treated like dirt before you

And Love is Evil spell it backwards I'll show you. Nobody knows me I'm cold. Walk down this road all alone. It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes, bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this? I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this. It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be. Like trying to start over, I got a hole in my heart, I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over... It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you you take my breath away You're a supernova... and I'm a....

I do whatever it takes when I'm with you I get the shakes. My body aches when I ain't with you I have zero strength. There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths. Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same? You want them when they don't want you soon as they do feelings change. It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate but so much is at stake what the fuck does it take. Let's cut to the chase, but a door shuts in your face. Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open that I won't be making a mistake.

So after a while it's no longer me that you want, but I love you so much it hurts never mistreated you once I poured my heart out to you. Let down my guard swear to god I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms, drop to my knees and I'm pleading I'm trying to stop you from leaving. You won't even listen so fuck it I'm trying to stop you from breathing I put both hands on your throat I sit on top of you squeezing. 'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick. Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you just go and just give and before I put that gun to my temple I told you this :

And I would've done anything for you to show you how much I adored you, but it's over now. It's too late to save our love, just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause imma ....

And I'm so lost without you...