Love is Evil

We touch I feel a rush, we clutch it isn't much but it's enough to make me wonder whats in store for us. It's lust, it's torturous. You must be a sorceress 'cause you just did the impossible. Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over:
*'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
*'Cause I been treated like dirt before you

And Love is Evil spell it backwards I'll show you. Nobody knows me I'm cold. Walk down this road all alone. It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes, bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this? I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this. It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be. Like trying to start over, I got a hole in my heart, I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over... It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you you take my breath away You're a supernova... and I'm a....

I do whatever it takes when I'm with you I get the shakes. My body aches when I ain't with you I have zero strength. There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths. Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same? You want them when they don't want you soon as they do feelings change. It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate but so much is at stake what the fuck does it take. Let's cut to the chase, but a door shuts in your face. Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open that I won't be making a mistake.

So after a while it's no longer me that you want, but I love you so much it hurts never mistreated you once I poured my heart out to you. Let down my guard swear to god I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms, drop to my knees and I'm pleading I'm trying to stop you from leaving. You won't even listen so fuck it I'm trying to stop you from breathing I put both hands on your throat I sit on top of you squeezing. 'Til I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick. Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you just go and just give and before I put that gun to my temple I told you this :

And I would've done anything for you to show you how much I adored you, but it's over now. It's too late to save our love, just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause imma ....

And I'm so lost without you...

Casatoreste-te cu mine!?

Cea mai tare cerere in casatorie posibila!

Atat ma!

Epic!
Superb!
Minunat!
Adevarat!
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Salty

Fara introducere prin care sa ma explic de ce n-am mai scris... In doua cuvinte am fost busy.
Insa am zis hai sa va arat ceva ca nu pot sa cred cum o reclama la un preparat culinar imi poate zdruncina complet mintile si amintirile totodata.



Bine chiar daca ma simt ca "chestia" aia.. si melodia a avut un impact destul de mare! ( Michael Bolton - Tell me how am I supposed to live without you)

Se intampla lucruri ciudata in ultima vreme, se pare ca viata mea s-a schimbat. Ce se intampla pare promitator, ar trebui sa mai prind un pic de incredere in mine.

In rest nu prea e roza treaba .. m-am cam certat cu lumea din motive care nu le stiu nici eu... Am sa revin. Sunt in cautarea inspiratiei ca nu stiu pe unde am lasat-o. Dar daca te crezi in stare si crezi ca poti sa ma inspiri cu ceva.. contacteaza-ma...

Hai v-am pupat! Listen!!!

Let you go!

Am fost in toate locurile cunoscute. Am alergat ca o propozitie niciodata terminata. Am cautat cai sa-ti transmit si cred ca ai prins mesajul. Nu mai am cu ce sa umplu spatiile goale. Nu ma mai am decat pe mine singur, inchis in gandirea mea. Ma invart in cerc incercand sa-ti arat. Caut cale de intoarcere in fiecare nor de pe cer, caut in fiecare loc in care ma ascundeam. Insa nu gasesc un motiv, sau spune-mi tu ca mai e o cale de intors. Caut in fiecare sunet care il aud, caut in toate gandurile de care ma tem dar tot nu mai gasesc cale de intors. Sunt acele lucruri mici care ma inebuneau cum e si gandul in care iti ating pielea. Asa te vad oriunde ma duc. Ai putea fi intr-o mare de fetze, ai putea fi un strop intr-o ploaie, ai putea fi un val in marea moarta.... Atat de departe te simt acum.

De ce " let you go" ?

Once again you're home alone, tears running from your eyes and I'm on the outside. Knowing that you're all I want. But I can't do anything, I'm so helpless baby. Every day same old things, so you're still feeling pain. Never had real love before, and it ain't her fault.
You know better, but you can't help it, wanna tell you but would be selfish. How do you heal a heart that can't feel, it's broken. You've been livin this way so long. You don't know the difference and it's killng me. 'Cause you can have so much more, but know i can't be the one that you're looking for. Even though, you close your eyes on me, so you still can't see. All she knows is the pain in the corner of an empty home. She's still comfortable. I wan't her to know it can be better that this. I can't pretend I hoped we can be more than friends. And now I feel we are nothing.

Run away!

E atat de usor sa uitam, toate lucrurile mici pe care le faceam. Cum ar fi sa te sun fara nici un motiv sa-ti spun lucruri care le stiai... doar vroiam sa te aud. Stiu ca in ultima vreme am avut niste probleme dar nu a trecut o secunda fara sa-mi treci prind minte. A trecut atat de mult de cand nu am mai petrecut timp in doi. Insa acum e prea tarziu sa luam o zi sa facem totul cum a fost. Nu ma mai intorc nici daca ma iei de mana si te indragostesti de mine. Mereu sunt nevoit sa ma intorc in locul in care te-am vazut prima data. Ti-as fi cerut sa fugim o zi, sa nu avem nevoie de nimeni in jurul nostru. Pentru ca atunci cand totul devine atat de complicat, e nevoie de doar o clipa sa intorc spatele. Nush cum ai atata rabdare sa-ti petreci noptile singura fara sa te plangi macar o clipa. Recunosc am tot sperat pana azi sa te pot strange in brate macar o data. Daca ma insel da-mi un singur semn, atat vreau un singur semn sa nu fug si sa las in urma tot ce aveam. Nu as vrea sa ma dau batut pentru ca tin prea mult la tine si tu cred ca stii asta. Dar tot tu stii ca in zadar tin la tine.

Astept motivul sa nu ma dau batut, sa stii ca mi-e dor de noi!